i need someone like you to tell me this- "when you're fallin' behind, i'll carry you."
time now.
3am in a friday morning.
no one is freaking online.
ouch.
yawn.
i think its a good time to blog.
no distractions.
i am no criminal.
well.
start from wed.
after i blogged.
i went to bathed.
and i sent my dad to hospital then.
i felt so helpless. so baby now my life's a mess.
took a cab down. 'cause i couldnt love you any less.
emergency ward.
that familiar place la.
eeks.
general hospital seems to be my third home this yr.
i know the directions there.
my dad went in to do some dont know wat.
i waited alone since 8++pm.
then my mom came at 9++pm.
we just kept waiting.
and i was so cold.
had on and off fever again.
well. i can hardly catch my breath.
my sister happily still online at home.
and my bro cant be bothered.
he was still out with his frens.
no one knows how lost i felt.
well.
then yeah.
he was inside.
then the nurse came out and say he has to be admitted in.
well.
then me and mom walked around to find seven eleven to buy toothbrush for him.
then wow.
it was so quiet at some part of the hospital.
i got quite freaked out la.
yeah.
but mom held my hand and told me not to worry.
i was so.
touched.
well.
i dunno la.
she just said no matter wat she'll be there for me.
well.
then we went to the ward to find my dad.
he happily walked abt when its like. 12 midnite.
he was talking so loudly.
asking for dinner.
the doctor was like "must stay on the bed to rest."
he cant be bothered.
i wanna faint la.
the rest of the patients couldnt sleep cos of him.
then me and my mom went back to seven eleven to buy food for him.
went back to the ward.
shared the food with my dad.
my gastric hurted.
and reached home at 1++am.
when i move, you'll move. just like that. ;).
woke up earlier then usual.
had to go school myself wat.
then wasnt really feeling well.
reached just in time.
did mass run duty.
then went back for geog.
got back combined humans paper.
freak.
the first time i passed my ss paper.
15/25.
but i got like 1/25. for my geog.
wat the hell.
my answers were shit la.
thanx.
hah.
then nothing much happened.
blah blah blah.
went off for champion seminar.
whined my way through to get that eeyore that fiona finally exchanged with me.
thanx fiona.
then blah.
gastric hurted so much.
they had talks and talks.
games and games.
and in me was pain and pain.
then finally can eat ler.
my dearest table 11 was total hilarious la.
everyone just go and grab one big plate of food.
one after the other.
then i was laughing like crazy i went to pee.
hah. outta pt i know.
then when i came back.
they were tucking in.
no. of plates of food. 17.
wow.
i almost faint.
but we cleared it fast.
well.
but my gastric hurted worse.
hid under the table for awhile.
cannot take the pain man.
then went to take photos with track.
and then talked to yitian.
=).
miss that girl.
well then went back to class.
felt so much like puking.
went to toilet.
puke came up the throat.
but i know i cant start puking.
it'll be the end of my end of yr exam.
and there.
yitian came and tell me to drink milk.
eeks.
haha.
then went back to class to rest.
slept one and a half hour.
then went off to track training.
din train la.
too pain ler.
well.
then helped sir alittle here and there.
then the sec.1s play games.
and carolyn and i played badminton.
i felt better by then.
din have to bend down due to the pain.
then went back to open pe room for the sec.1s.
then there pearlyn was thinking abt shake your bon bon.
i almost.
died. dont hate the game or the player.
hah. 'cause the one that's changing is you.
then both of us took sir's car to newton mrt station.
ber and evelyn went back to sch.
and ber owes me food.
heh.
winks.
and smiles with tink tink.
then went home.
gastric hurt again.
heated up the curry that my nu er cooked for me.
ate some food.
watched singapore idol.
and i cant believe i fell asleep.
guess i am too tired of the pain ler.
sigh.
then yeah.
now i am wide awake.
with my gastric hurting again.
time. i am flawed. but i am cleaning up so well.
0340am in the friday morning.
eeyer.
i wanna get my gastric outta me.
[the wheel of possibility.]
