its been long since i last updated.
theres alot of things happening.
too happening. too much that i wanna blog abt.
till i am so sick and tired of doing it.
i can be online but lazy to blog.
maybe not in the mood to put things in words anymore.
since everything doesnt matter anymore.
yup. just tired of everything.
heats going on lately. so tired.
tired of this and that. can feel the stress around me.
k. i blog some other day when i am in a better mood.

[you were the password to my heart.]

oh well. todays a long long day.
so so so tired k.
got art. spent the whole day doing art yest.
though i sleep till late late late.
i stoned till 3am to sleep last nite.
was pondering over that nothing.
the nothing seems like something.
dunno maybe think too much ler.
anyway this morning in the train this guy passed me a hp.
my first reaction was like "huh?!?"
hahaha. then he was like read the msg la.
hahaha. funny guy. then asked for my number.
ppl here dun wanna feel bad for turning him down.
wats more i am soOOoo gonna try to turn str8.
so yup. no la. thats not the reason actually.
but yup. gave the number.
first thing i told him. i am not str8 if he gets wat i mean.
he abit blur. like dunno like that nvm.
hahaha. meow.
nvm. then lessons was like eh nothing.
hahaha. meow. got back chinese paper.
am depressed. 60/100. how lan lor. sigh sigh sigh.
my chem test got back that day. 26.5/50.
wat kinda just pass lor. i am utterly disappointed with my results.
sigh. i am a stupid girl la. wat to do. sigh.
oh well. nvm anw today had dance practice with huiyi, jw, jingwen.
heh. been missing them badly.
audition on wed. we start learning dance steps today.
not last min wat. hahaha.
so stress k. wonder how can we even get in. meow.
hahaha. nvm. anyway. i got no mood to blog ler.
got lotsa things going on in my head.
i can hardly breathe.

[can hardly breathe.]