__________________the wind blowing still,

and catching my doubts.

hello, world.
it's been awhile and i think my mind's still in a mess.

i'm having a great day.
even the chinese teacher gave me an hour off my school day.
(heh, actually it's cos he's going through the chinese test paper and i have yet to sit for it.)
anw last week was a cute little week with little surprises here and there from the little sweeties.
i swear i would die of diabetes if they're literally sweet.
:).

i'm lazy to tell you abt all that many did to me.
HAH. wait till i'm in the mood to blog about it.
wait till 100 years later.
goodnight.

[misplaced.]

i think i need some time to think abt certain stuff in my life.

BLAH.

__________________the winds of may

that made my heart a dancer.

school's been really hectic.
assignments after assignments, but nothing seems to be done.

nothing seems to be done.

decisions to be made that will affect the rest of my 2 yrs of school.
cant make up my mind.
after all, i stress myself up more than others stress me out at times.
it is either that, or me just having the really bad heck-care attitude.

and bad news is that grace's leaving on 31st of may.
big fat sigh.
i'm gonna miss her damn badly.

i hate my phone.
it's so fucking screwed.
sigh.

i do feel damn lost abt alot of things right now.

i miss my dad.

i need 24 hours of sleep before i can get back into the pace of school.

are you my hopemaker?
_

nothing ever stays.

i can't hold you tighter
but i'll find a way.
outside it's raining and
nothing stays.

[jaded.]