__________________living in a matchbox.

the previous entry was typed out in like 10 mins time.
so WHO CARES whether i made any sense or not.

it's been work these 2 days.
the best part of all was to meet up with sy, jw, hy and fionne yest.
even though it was like my dinner break that i got to meet up with them only.
that one hour was great.
lotsa updating and stuff.
took quite some photos then had to rush back to work.
they came by to visit me afterwhich.

like, hey world, I LOVE THEM.
you've to know that. I LOVE THEM.
they can make me laugh and make me happy, really.

blah blah blah blah blah.
WHO CARES. (quote from kelvin.)
that's what he likes to say.
so i'm gonna say who cares what i did before and after and blah blah blah.
who cares.

anyway, i dont understand why must ppl like to act secretive and like, keep changing blog url and stuff.
i mean i am not pin-pointing at anybody.
but jialing and i just happened to talk abt it.
so YUP, dudes, what is there to hide?

i've a secret but i'm not telling you.
HEH.

[self-service.]

__________________my heart just cant do me right.

LIFE IS DAMN GOOD.

yest was leave day for me and of cos i made full use of it.

went to toa payoh to meet andrew yeo for lunch.
that guy is damn hilarious.
went to HDB hub and he decided to fall asleep there.
then i went off to town.

visited my friends @work.
HURHURHUR.
and i think its the first and the last time they can see me dress up like a girly girl.
even took pics with shuling and cindy.
cute stuff.

met up with jialing and lao wong.
got each other updated.
waited for this small thing to appear but too small, so probably she appeared but we couldnt see.
so we went over to wheelock to meet peihan who was in a girl too.
HEH.
she was trying to cover but i thought she looked pretty fine.

blah blah blah.
then jialing and lao wong went off and we went to marche to meet up the rest.
well, not all of them were in skirt.
POUTS.
they were supposed to do forfeit but somehow we forgot all about it.
after marche we wenta far east for ice cream.
YUMMY.

they all went home after that so i met up leng who was going to chinablack.
was deciding whether to go in when shuzhen and waixiang appeared and one said i should go in, one said i should go home and rest.
in the end, i went home.
HEH.

i think i'll be seeing bloodsters today.
say YAY.

i'm lost, can you tell it in my face?

[idiocy.]

__________________there's no need for

those facades, no more.

wonder where i've been?
i've been dying at home without a fixed computer!!!
HAH.
well, actually i got so used to not going online.

but i shall try to update alittle here.

i'm currently drowning myself with work. (since this tues only actually.)
trying not to think as much as usual.
my working environment is great.
nice people and stuff.

wanted to go over to jw's place on tuesday early morning but i had to work on tuesday so i didnt go in the end.
POUTS.
miss jw so much, thought i could see bloody gang one of these days but now i am so busy with my work.

but on the other hand, now that i am busy earning $$$.
everyday - i wake up to find myself rushing down to work and after work, trying to get into my blankets as soon as possible.
falling sick, yeah maybe.
lack of sleep.

lack of time to think.
lack of brain cells.
lack of sense of belonging.

HEH.
go and die, hanjin.
you're late for work.

[indifferent.]