__________________regardez-moi dans vos yeux.

i snatched my sister's cab today when my bus was there.
WHOOTS.
she was so vulgar in the msg she sent me after that.
ok la, i'm a shithead la.
SORRY LA, i fell in love with the taxi driver i refused to let you have him, can?

WAHAHA.
today's not that bad.
i expected myself to leave sch at like the 3rd period cos my flu was killing me.
but instead, cos of my SEXY LADY, i decided to stay.
WOOHOO.

the end of the day was filled with long beans.

and i'm having this on and off flu.
and my pimples are popping out.
MUST BE THE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS.
but last night was rather sleepFUL.
YAY.

or probably my hormones change. (?!!?)

i needa sleep more.
oh and i highly suspect my tutor reads my blog.
(so sneaky ah, HELLO!!! wahaha.)

goodnight, sexy ladies.

[beau sourire.]

today is a day badly ruined.
by having my butt stuck on the chair in the hall watching ppl walk here and there.
and by this bloody biased woman who picked on me, no one else but me.

sometimes most of the time, i rather not be the chairperson.

i wonder how many ****s i mentioned today.
i wonder what did i do to make her pick on me.
i wonder how i suddenly cried my anger out.
i wonder when i'll get a sleepFUL night.
i wonder where i can go to make these pain go away.
i wonder why i wanna make you mine.

WAHAHA. i'm feeling much better ler actually.
just pretty exhausted from these many sleepless nights.
i dont know what's going in my mind.
bala wala mala dala meee.

OKAY.
time for my new love.
[my love.]

have a taste of my love.
[tra-la-laaa.]

i'm quite childish but its ok cos its my love.
yup.
that's abt it.
i need some rest.
enjoy my love.
:].
ta.

[captivating.]

__________________as complicating as simple.

well, school's fine i guess.
new english teacher.
new term.
yup, nothing much.
tuition was really productive today.
and yesh i just realised that the last two times my tutor came, every single time my hair gets shorter, and she even noticed it.
HURHURHUR.
well, HAIR GROW PLEASE GROW.
tralala. blah blah blah.
i found a new love.
'll try to upload my love's picture tmr or something.
;].
GOODNIGHT.

[paradox.]

i kept telling myself that its okay.

but my heart rebuked me for lying once again.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JIAHUI.
and yesh, i remembered cos many things in life are just there.
and can never be erased.
GOOD DAY! :].

yesterday i wenta my cousin's house warming.
i couldnt stop comtemplating abt how my life would be abt 6 yrs down the road.
probably i'll be planning to get married.
then i'll find a place.
and settle down with my husband.
you know, the part and parcels of life.

will i be the same as everyone else?
will my thinkings change?
what if his family culture is totally way off mine?
will it affect us?
most importantly, will he be cute and rich? HAHAHA.

would you find it in your heart?

oh gosh, i'm missing 3g3'o3 so much.
it's driving me crazy.

all those silly plaster days and silly quarrels with sms.

that one temp block, those many memories.

_

BLOODY GANG, i miss you guys. :[.

__________________my paper heart will bleed.

i just wish there was more than that about me and you.

yest i wenta catch ALOT LIKE LOVE.
well, the gentleman was late so it was his treat. :].
and it'll be so the next time, the next next time.
the next next next time as long as he's late.
DOME, dont kill us.
and i bought mr seaweed again. :].
yesh, yum yum.
we wanted to stalk the policemen but we ended up seeing GOH HUI YI outside the toilet!!!
oh man, she hugged me, i hugged her. (sheesh, DUH.)
i felt so short actually.
and that silly girl almost wenta the gents after saying bye to me. (so cute right. :].)

ECHO.

we come we go.

i dont want to be just another.

[sapphic.]

__________________it's just a routine of

me tripping myself.

i've decided to take 11 steps back.
since i took a wrong step from the start;____________ and 've ruined the most beautiful picture ever.

house camp was fine.
it was fun with the presence of yixuan, yujia, bernice and sam.
ber and i went bonkers in the middle of the night and started singing.
well, it was more of all five of us staying over only and living in our own world.
HOW SAD, THE CAMP IS NOT BONDING AT ALL LA.
and the sad thing is to watch them suffer, esp to see those little hungry faces.

and i went for a hair cut yest.
thank you.
its screwed according to my mommy.
thank you.

no more no less to say.

i'm a cow.
hear me MOOO.
i weigh twice as much as you.
(blah blah blah.)
hear me MOOO-OOO.

ta.

[obliteration.]

__________________mourir d'envie de vous.

i had a very horrible nightmare.
it felt so real.
:[.

bimbo in me day on friday was quite fun.
everyone wore skirt except for py.
WE FORGOT TO TAKE NEOPRINTS HOR. (we met at far east just to take neoprints but we totally forgot abt it. :[.)
we wenta watch premonition!.
well, it was a great show with AHA but it was basically too freaky for my heart to take it.
finally one real good outing with AHA. :].

mommy poko pants.

saturday and sunday were oh so boring.
my parents didnt let me out, they wanted me to study. (uh huh.)
but i had been feeling too tired, physically and emotionally.
so most of the time spent is on stoning and falling asleep.
waking up and start stoning again.
then falling asleep.

i miss you!

well, i'm going for the house leader camp today.
HURHURHUR.
i miss those good old days with peihan around.
POUTS.

random, random, very random.
condom, condom, strawberry condom.
madam, madam, no more condom.
adam, adam, let's be random!

I'M GETTING OH SO CRANKY EARLY IN THE MORNING.
nvm, i just wanna see you right now.
ta.

[daunted.]

the lingering melancholy is still lurking

behind that facade of hers.

flawed.

i've to say that, my sister never fails to spoil my mood with her rotten attitude.

I MIGHT BE MEETING YSY LIKE SOON!
YAY!!!

tmr is AHA's bimbo-in-me day.
like i'll be in a skirt, like totally.
like i'll be bimbotic, like totally.
HAHA.

i'm falling oh so sick but i'm telling you that i still wanna eat my ice cream.
the headache is eating me up but i dont care. =P.

living a lie aint easy.

this is interesting and accurate!!!
GO AND TRY IT NOW!!!
click on the link below.
:).

[here.]

jaded.

__________________either all or nothing.

TODAY is my bonding with sister day!

im addicted to MR SEAWEED.

and i'm in love with the hot babe, JESSICA ALBA.

honey bunny baby.

_

[think twice.]

i still cant believe me and bernice are the very last two who applied for hwa chong.
awww, though its damnit ridiculous for me to apply for hwa chong.
with results like mine.
ahwell, its just for fun and to pei bernice so i'm not afraid of rejection.
=X.
wahaha, WELL its damn exciting. (yesh!)
esp "application closed." right after we passed over our application!!!
SO COOL. (oh man, bernice, lets apply for all the schs at last min. WAHAHA!)

and i love stalking ppl.
OH SO FUN!!!

oh ya, if you cant contact me.
KNOW WHAT? - that means my phone is confiscated by my mommy.

BANANA. yayyy come on, clap with me.

__________________the reality of this

tormented agony.

i know i'm mystifying.
i'm sorry about it but i dont even know me at times.

bala wala mala dala mi shakuntala. sanilawutama. pilipala ai bu pa ai bu ai bu PA.

sheesh, life's been _.
in fact, i've been losing my appetite.
all i wanna do is laugh all day.

on my way home today, peiyin and i had lotsa fun laughing at _.
wahaha.
it's just pretty hilarious HAH.

well, sometimes neoprint machines are entertaining.

i love my friends.
like really.

zhiqi's back, with funny tasting cinnamon biscuits that made me wanna puke!
sheesh, but hey, its the thought that counts.
missed her lots.

parents are back from holiday too.
and i'm really glad they got me a roxy handbag though their tastes are very far from mine.
but i appreciate it alot.

i seriously dont know what else to blog.
i'm tired.
ta.

the demise of us still affecting me.

[perplexity.]

it fuckin' hurts.

it takes two hands to clap.

__________________there's no comfort

in the truth.

i cant sleep with this stupid FLU.
so, a proper entry for now.

1) LIPS cafe is gone, i'm kinda sad abt it. all the memories ah. but since the new cafe there is as entertaining, its alright i guess.
2) i dont like the ALI BABA fashion going on out there with those really funny gold and silver colour everywhere.
3) oh, i've got HIM ler. since last monday. :). my mommy got him for me. PRETTY RED PUMA JACKET, HE IS.
4) chinese o's finally over. for a moment i was really glad that its over. BUT THE TRUTH IS, i still cannot believe its over when i havent really sat down to study for it yet. BIG SIGH.
5) been missing alot alot alot of people, so much so i've been dreaming of them recently too. WEIRD dreams though.
6) been so attached to my EGO DIDDO, and of cos easily influenced by her. (i used to be oh so humble you knowww. WAHAHA.)
7) OHOH, i'm offically AUNTIE POP since my birthday. :). and of cos UNCLE POP's been mine since then. HOHOHO.
8) oh, my parent meeting session with the vp, mr gary tan went well. (though i still dont understand why i need to see him when i'm qualified to see a HOD.) MAYBE COS MR GARY TAN IS NICER. and since i'm a good kid, i get a good person for my daddy to meet. :).
9) i draw alot of LOVELY PICTURE, dont ask me why. BUT ITS HILARIOUS TO LOOK AT PEIYIN'S SNOP-PEIGUIN.PEIYIN. wahaha.
10) oh, my hair cut was kinda screwed. HAIR, PLEASE GROW, GROW! (it doesnt sound wrong, thank you.)
11) been eating so much, trying to gain back the weight that i've lost actually. I FEEL LIKE BURPING/PUKING 24/7 though. sobs.
12) been really cranky lately, BERNICE DONT WORRY ABT ME. :). i'm fine i guess.
13) holidays arent really holidays at all. HMPH.

shall end here, cant think of anything really happening happening to talk abt.
ta.

[dilapidated.]