she gave up,

in this pointless friendship that has been moulding ever since.

_________________usted debe ir come algo de mierda.

today was a _ day.
morning was _.
training was _.
back was hurting so are my hips.
you should go _ _ _.
_ _ _ _.
_ _ _ _ _ _.
HAH.
desperate housewives, i'm waiting for you!!!
and LYRA crayons rocks.
ta.

[naive.]

__________________je vous veux mais je biseaute.

ahwell, spent half of the day visiting my grandmother's and grandfather's grave.
i missed my grandmother so much i almost cried.
sigh.
spent the rest of the day ironing my brother's NS uniform clothes for him.
yup. yawn.
haven do homework yettt.

i'll give my all to you.

if only you're willing to give me yours.

sometimes i cant help it but to think.

hey, you're a natural bitch.

i'm gonna try to find some interest in homework later.
ta.

[yucks.]

BANANA BLISS.

;).

__________________the demons in you unite,

and i hear them laughing away.

_______________sick.

let's recall.

thursday.
i cabbed to sch in the morning.
amaths test was damn bad.
almost the whole paper was blank.
felt so dead. yup.
i broke down before emaths.
bronte stuff perhaps.
but done ler, nvm. =D.
training was ok.
i didnt do the workout with the rest cos i was late.
was having chinese remedial.
then was busy trying to fill up the x-country namelist.
we played the catching game with the juniors.
had lotsa fun please. =D.
then i waited for zhiqi.
meanwhile, yixuan and i walked bern and hweeyi outta sch.
then went home, slept really early.

CALL YOURSELF A FRIEND.

friday.
yest was greattt.
except for my pimple annoying me.
(anw, to carolyn: please dont ever laugh at my pimple again. cos it'll happen just right back on your face too, just like now. ORH BI QUEK, you've pimple too. i'm so gonna laugh at you. LOUD, the next time.)
yup, lit test was bad.
i was falling asleep and my pen was moving, writing nonsense.
but sigh. it's over, what can i do.
ahwell, bern and i were supposed to go to the x-country trial walk.
but ahhh, sir said he had enough ppl so we had to go back for lessons.
then i had health check.
the nurse told me my blood pressure is low.
and i chatted with her abt some nonsense i asked her.
WAHAHA.
hmmm. then was packing bag after sch.
janice, daph, zq and i went to mobil to buy MEIJI icecream.
while flora, peiyin and jaslyn stayed in class to do hw.
they had to go off for their cca.
janice, daph, zq and i went back to mobil for instant noodles.
daph went off then when her mom appeared in the middle of nowhere.
we hid in the class to eat.
and we bitched (rephrase: stated facts) abt this sucker, FELT SO GREAT I TELL YOU!
then janice had to rush off.
then wenta meet flora, peiyin and jaslyn.
but they happily wenta harrass yujie.
very good! sabo me. =X.
then wenta town.
TELL YOU AHHH.
i forgot how town felt like.
it was the first time i was in town since sch reopen HOR.
ahwell.
walked around.
flora had to go off halfway.
wenta kino.
saw an interesting sex book filled with hilarious pictures. (gross ones too.)
then WE BOUGHT CUTE PENCILS.
i've the one with an orange monkey!!! =D.
HURHURHUR.
we tried to stalk this pissed pissed couple who were quarrelling.
we're so BUSYBODY. haha.
ohohoh, i bought LYRA CRAYONS.
YAY! haha.
ahwell, then we walked till i forgot what time.
jaslyn's dad wenta pick her and zq.
peiyin and i took the train home.
my hips were hurting badly.
reached home at 930++pm.
tried to go online.
but the computer was kinda screwed.
i was a pissed pissed girl and i slammed the irritating computer.
wenta sleep after slamming it.

cant believe i trusted you, even after all the WARNINGS.

saturday. today.
woke up at 7++am.
was planning to go for training.
but found my nose bleeding for nuts.
and my hips still hurting like shit.
so i took my own sweet time taking a long warm bathe massaging injuries.
AHWELL, i found a long cut on my right hips.
i wonder whether i did it when i was sleepwalking not.
WAHAHA.
hmmm. wenta macritchie then.
sir chatted with me, ebel, maxine and 3 sec.1s.
i was trying to study with my monkey pencils.
was msging zq who was with janice.
wenta town to meet them then.
but janice went off before i reached.
so zq met me at orchard mrt instead.
we ate TORI-Q. it was YUMMY. =D.
then was rushing back to macritchie.
played in the playgroud.
XIAO BERN BERN tried to take photo of me!!!
and ended up taking one which i looked utterly paranoid.
but actually i was just talking but i dont know how that expression came out.
FREAKYYY.
they all ran well!
so well, i'm getting so stressed ahhh!
ok, then lynette walked us out, how sweet!
wenta junction8 with zq and yujia then.
wenta popular to get yujia's chinese book.
then walked around.
yujia went off first.
and zq and i walked around.
i bought a tube of MEIJI sweets for someone.
HAHA. zq was like "me leh?".
opps. =X.
ahwell. then i went home.
zhiqi took a cab from my place here.
YUP.
what a long day!

LOOK WHO'S THE SUCKER!

ahwell, it's been so long since i've blogged in such details.
but actually i can only blog in such details if i'm happy.
and i'm really happy lately.
that's why i can remember what's happening.
=D. i'm a happy girl.
you can join me @i'mahappygirl club.
ta.

[YOU, a sore loser.]

__________________i dont want my love

to go to waste.

tell me, what 've i done to be sucha sad sad girl?

ahwell.
its funny how this one person can make you so happy for no reason.
but makes you ohhh so saddd for the next moment, for no reason too.
its just funny how your feelings are just so controlled by her actions.

BIG SIGH.

today's pe was running.
and it was great.
i had daphne for my partner.
this girl is a greattt runner.

ohohoh, btw i wanna comment now.
it's not we all hate the school.
we dont hate the people.
we hate the school system.
done commenting ler.

i saw her a few times,

if only they were dreams,

__________________.

i give up.
i wanna join the confused_girls club.
they'll accept me de HOR.
sigh.

i think i'm too exhausted to know what i'm talking abt.
good night dudeees.
ta.

[i want you and your beautiful soul.]

BRONTE HOUSE PRACTICE TMR.
meet in the canteen at 330pm.
please be in pe attire.

ahwell, i'm utterly tired.
and i'm gonna break down from all these stress ahhh.
ANW.
off to make love with homework ler.
WAHAHA.
ta.

[time deprived.]

__________________scarcely sane in mind.

HANJIN SUCKS.
last night slept at 3am.
today woke up at 9++am.
supposed to visit granny's grave.
but brother couldnt make it.
so ended up slacking at home.
slept half of the day away.

i really have no appetite, i dont know why.
but my mom thinks im on a diet.
big fat NO, dude.
eeyer. i've no mood to eat except ice cream only!!!
banana split will be nice.
=D.

out of sight, out of mind? big fat NO again.

jw, i'm happy for you. ;).
but.
i'm kinda sad now.
who knows why?
ta.

[flickered.]

joy and despair collides and it's eating me up from the inside.

_________________getting stranded

in the ghosts of you.

mrbananawannabehere.
flag day was _.
no comments.
in the morning i wenta meet tiong bahru.
tiong bahru's sister and i fought.
she loves screaming in a high pitch and refuses to say bye to me.
HOW RUDE.

sometimes, i wonder what's the world's up to.

cabbed down to henderson cc.
met the rest there.
we got trapped in the dumb lift ok.
for that dumb few mins.
i didnt really get what was happening.
=X.

why do things happen the way they do?

then we headed to jurong east station.
split up and yeah.
alot of 5 cents donators.
DAMN GENEROUS HOR.
ah well, they're better than those who totally ignored me.
i'm not invisible just because i hold a tin box HOR.
BE GENEROUS, COME ON.

for fame, for $$$, for popularity, what for?

haha. ._."
i'm so cranky i'm having mood swings.
guessed hanjin sucks to a large extend la.
yucks, hate her.
ok, outta pt.

life aint that interesting afterall.

then came home right after returning the tin box.
was hibernating in the bus.
it was freaking cold.
peiyin was reading mags as usual.

i chose to be ignorant.

ta.

[wild emotions.]

she cant grant a wish that you can come and claim.

_________________there is no innocence to grab

in the end.

today is sucha boring day for me.
i've no appetite LEHHH.
sigh.
2 meals a day seemed too much for me.
damnit.
what's wrong with me.

yest, was late for sch.
sis and dad were fighting in the morning.
fists and kicks.
WTH. what kinda idiotic family.
only makes me wanna cry. sigh.
cabbed to sch with my sis.
got off the cab and mrs neo came and picked on me.
VERY GOOD MRS NEO.

dear mrs neo.
do you know how much i hate you?
you just had to ruin my mood.
FORK YOU.
book me all you like.
you made my life like shit already anyway.
do you remember making me do detention outside general office everyday during the dec holidays when i was sec2?
well, i've to say.
thats when i started hating studying.
so. you're partly the reason why i retained.
you made me hate studying ok.
BLOODY FORKER.
stop staring at me and try to find faults in me.
i'm trying my best already.
GO AWAY.

well then was late for mass run too.
became rear runners with xinling and sam.
at the end of the run, sir came and asked me why i was late.
then i broke down.
HEH. kinda weirddd.
thanx for those who were there to cheer me up.
then was geog test.
and ms karen tan gave me a choice whether to take the test or not cos i was emotionally unstable.
HEH. so sweet of her.
but i chose to take.
cos if not, its really unfair for everyone else.
yup.

then i cant remember anything.
but i know i bought a banana for my eyegummy.
the letter was utterly redundant but still.
HEH.

then after lunch was chem prac.
me and daph finished the practical.
ok, its surprising for me cos usually i'll be slacking around.
HEH.
went back to class and chatted with SU JEAN and AMANDA.
HEH.
wenta mobile for ice cream after that.
i dropped it half way up the slope. ='(.
well, then it was TRAINING.
oh my. ive to say.
me and bernice finished our workout!!!
yeah. i was so happy.
the 30mins non-stop run was greattt.
we were ohhh so determined to finish the workout.
heh. ran non-stop.
actually i couldnt feel my legs moving.
HEH. =X.
well. after training i went home with eunice by train.
she told me some stuff that left me shocked.
HEH.
well. nice talking to you, eunice. ;).
reached home and slept at 9pm.
how early for the first time.

its been 2 weeks since i see little pervert.
its been 14 days since i see little pervert.
its been 336 hours since i see little pervert.
its been 20160 mins since i see little pervert.
its been 120909600 seconds since i see little pervert.
well, it seems like a lifetime.

how come i wanna be mr banana?

ta.

[determination improves stamina.]

she's the soft whisper of peace in my ears.

__________________coincidences made sorrow rule

over your soul.

today's pe run was good.
maybe cos i was determined to run without stopping.
felt good after the run.
but then we had to do weird exercises.
which eventually let me realise that my back injury is actually kinda baddd.
SOBS.

had real bad gastric pain during amaths lesson.
almost fainted.
lucky after that was lunch.
then was emaths.
but i fell asleep in pain.
causing me to miss some sets questions ok!!!
argh.

oh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUJIA!!

today, i found a new eyegummy.
finally, something interesting to do.
HURHURHUR.
i'm not scary HOR.
i'll will eat ppl up.

my specs are bringing me to a higher level of nerd-ness.
HURHURHUR.
and ms chua very good, she kept asking why i'm so blur lookin lately.

hey. i'm supposed to look nerdy HOR.

excuse me, btw. i am a nerd HOR.

wanxian uploaded her pics.
i look so retarded in all the pics.
but i told you i'm a nerd.
you can see me studying in the pics HEH.

kk. i forgot what else i said.
alright.
ta.

[living in ignorance.]

FORK. the whole entry i typed just disappeared.
i shall try again.
LATER.

__________________i hate these internal conflicts

in me.

stay faithful, stay faithful. stay faithful! STAY FAITHFUL!!!

sorry bronterians, if i was kinda fierce today.
but this idoitic sec1 was rude to me!!!
spoiled my mood.
hope the rest are appreciating the pillows we sewed.
all the forking efforts.
you better appreciate or i will take it back HOR.
and thanx for the committee for coming down to help out.
tired ahhh.
ta.

[voi, ancora amo.]

__________________you were my strength,

when i was weak.

i'm beginning to have doubts in almost everything and everyone.
if you're not in the list of my doubts.
congrats.
i trust you a million.

damnit.
i'm sleep deprived.
SOBS.
well.
somebody please donate some time for me to sleep LEH.
ta.

[doubts.]

oh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUANI!!!

16thJan'o5.
my granny's 1yr death anniversary.
sigh.

its funny how i always only come online on such odd hours.

i'm so freaking stressed.
so much so that i've no appetite lately.
so much so that my pimples are popping out too!
house party on tuesday.
i've lotsa things undone.
BIG SOBS.

that's it, i want my gf NOW.

__________________let's get married NOW.

wenta ikea with mommy.
she bought me hotdog.
we walked over to queensway.
she bought me shoebag.
i saw ohhh so fierce looking GIRL.
then had private talk with mommy on the way home.

today, she proposed to me!
ain't i too young to talk abt that?
i'm so doubting it but yet i'm GAY that she did.

anw i have forgotten to do this for quite some time.
just for KENNETH. (the sji graduated one.)
yeah. thanx a million for doing the _____ for me.
i'm so freaking glad to have sucha helpful friend like you.
you're so utterly nice.
thanx for putting in so much time just to help me.
your english's utterly good.
i think its too good to be true.
and too good to be mine.
hurhur. well.
you're the only few guys i chat with HOR.
be honoured HOR.
nono. this is rubbish.
i'm supposed to thank you.
THANX A MILLION AGAIN.

i've been keeping so quiet abt it all along.
i tried talking to you.
you chose to ignore me.
weeks behind, i was still talking to you happily.
you've chosen your path.
and i've nothing to say.
i've tried to talk things out with you.
but you always do leave me speechless.

[speechless.]

BERNICE AND HWEEYI!!!
i found the lyrics i was asking you all.
GRINS. =D.
its emotional by diana degarmo.
there it goes.

sometimes i get emotional.
sometimes i do some stupid things.
sometimes i say what i should just keep inside.

sometimes i'm sad, about everything.
sometimes i'm mad, and break something.
sorry times ten, but you just got in the way.

don't give up now, running away.
i won't hurt you.
sometimes i'm just a pain.
and that's the way it is.
that's just the way i am.

sometimes i feel like crying.
laying down and dying.
that's when i need you.
laughing's always easy.
but sometimes i'm just scared you'll leave me.
that's when i feel, Emotional.

you say i'm just, impossible.
totally, unpredictable.
i'm just a girl, get used to it.
no big deal.

you can't change me.
why would you try i'm no angel, but i can make you smile.

and that's the way it is.
and that's just the way i am.

nice nice lyrics.
really meaningful.
reflects what've been happening in my life.
i tend to get so emotional.
hah.

__________________laughing's always easy.

its been so long since i last updated.
let's see.

monday.
i went for training. (did i? should be ya.)

tuesday.
bad day.

wednesday.
ugly monster me had puffy eyes.
went home at 930am.
wenta see doc.
medication sucks.
nauseous.
almost puked in class.
but i swallowed it back. (yucks right, i know.)
wenta make specs in the evening.
ikea hotdog.
cabbing was a bad experience.
the taxi driver thought he was racing.

thursday.
medication made me so drowsy throughout the day.
i slept during training.
so many ppl saw la.
embarrassing please.
wenta collect specs.
cabbed home.
taxi driver was chatting with me.
feels like chinese oral HOR.

friday.
i reached sch late.
lessons were oh so arghhh for me.
drowsiness filled me.
then was cca open house.
i saw so many 3g3'o3.
brings back memories.
then got all down with track stuff.
then was ikea's fish and chips.
then home.

saturday. today.
training was bad for me.
my back hurts i wonder whether ive kidney failure not.
i almost vomit HOR.
lucky i didnt.
this sec one girl is so scared of me.
sujin? (sorry i dont know how to spell your name.)
dont be so scared ok?
i wont laugh in front of you anymore.
AND YOU.
yesh the you who says i suck.
and why i suck? cos im ugly so i suck HOR?
you better go look into the mirror.
if you can get any better looking than the ugly me first, then come and comment HOR.
actually you say im ugly, i wont give a damn.
but very good HUH. say i suck.
i'm ugly also never offend you in anyway HOR.
you then suck HOR.
you spoil my mood HOR.
ta.

[*&^%$#@!+.]

i paid extra attention to sets today.

_________________if you walk outta my empty street,

i'll be all alone.

lazy to blog.
hey bitch, you're hopeless.
you're ohhh so fake.
you're ohhh so ugly.
you're ohhh so ego.
you're ohhh so not as pretty as you think.
you're ohhh so disgusting.
you're ohhh sucha turn off.
all in all.
you're ohhh so hopeless.

random remark or not.
you dont have to know.
but if you suspect i'm talking abt you.
you know what? glad you admit that you're a bitch.
and that you're hopeless.
please either burn in hell.
or ONE LIFE, LIVE IT.

haha.
wth am i talking abt.
too much of making love with my homework drives me crazy.
ta.

[turn off.]

__________________accept the changes,

and move on.

i just realise that everything and everyone around me is changing.
time cant stop for me to even acknowledge the changes.
but i'm adapting to it.
soon, i'll realise i'm a sec.4. (HUR, outta pt? i know.)
ok.
my entries are no longer the same.
i dont sound like [hj.] anymore.
i'm changing, too.
once again, goodnight to the readers HERE.
(be glad that i dont call you all busybodies anymore, i'm trying to be nice. but if you dont know me. please still do, mind your own business.)
ta.

[too many changes to accept.]

__________________this answer begs for a question.

ok.
finally.
PROPER BLOG ENTRY. (ya right.)

the end of a week in school.
mon, tues, wed was track trials.
it was pretty ok.
wed was stressing as we had the house talk to the sec.1s.
i've stage fright HOR.
thursday i went for training.
friday was HWEEYI'S BIRTHDAY.
happy birthday babe.
oh that's not outta point.

if i sorted it out,

hmmm. friday had house meeting with the teachers.
realised i've lotsa things to do EH.
then was campfire.
it was pretty NO COMMENTS HOR.
i saw my beloved jw, ph, fionne, dorcas, tong, soph, nora, fiona, drool, kai and more.
JW ALMOST KISSED ME.
hurhur. kiddin.
i was so mood swinging dont ask me why.

i promise i might not walk on by. maybe next time, but not this time.

was feeling utterly ARGH. (forked up HOR.)
and left for dinner.
realising i got the @hotmail.com in my brain.
thanx to jiawen, the sexyhotgirl@hotmail.com HOR.
reached home at 11++pm.
HURHUR. i gave my gf 50 bucks.
dont ask me why HOR.
(taxi fare DUH.)
i was pretty much affected with the fact that i am not colourblind.
WHY?
big sigh. red filled my mind.

even though i know, i don't want to know.

yeah i guess i know i just hate how it sounds.

sat, today was amaths lesson in sch.
MR SAMAT HAPPILY CALLED ME DURING THE LESSON.
then was cabbing down to east coast.
sir LAR, he wanted me to go there to play frisbe.
(while the rest was having training.)
very good HOR him.
end up wasting my $$$.
cos i cabbed there to do what?
WALK ON PEBBLES. (HOR, mind you.)
dont ask me what i'm talking abt.
i've no freaking idea.
then was macs with them. (HAHA, lazy to name them.)
note to be highlighted:
BERNICE got new nickname. ---> XIAO BERN BERN.
hurhur. i laughed like crazy HOR.
then went home.
slept. then was dinner with family outside.
FREE DINNER. (HOR, mind you.)
cos my dad's fren came by and decided to bill for us since i called him UNCLE so loudly. (kiddin LAR.)
i was so in love with the little girl on the next table.
btw, the family on the next table is my dad's friend HOR.
HAHA. and i had a chance to go and invite her to crescent.
(at least next time got reason for me to visit crescent LER.)
but that is like abt at least 10 yrs down the road. (go caculate her age LAR.)
WELL, MY PAPA IS MR POPULAR BOOKSHOP hor.
everywhere got his frens. like sir LEH.
ok. then was grocery shopping.
then HOME.
then stone.
and stone.
and here i am HOR.

nothing's gonna change the things that you said.

nothing's gonna make this right again.

please don't turn your back.

i can't believe it's hard.

just to talk to you'.

cuz you don't understand.

_

needa get my sleep like soon.
tmr need lotsa energy to make love with my homework LOR.
stress AH.
ta.
happy 4th month little pervert, let's make the years count.
[uneasy feeling comes when you're around.]

good nite.
campfire was tiring.
i'll blog tmr.
GOOD NIGHT.
(trying to get rid of my harsh words.)

red filled the whole of my mind this time.
i so dont wanna think abt it.
sigh.

4s3. please be reminded to bring your health booklet tmr.

MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS.
erm.
my boring life now revolves around homework.
more homework.
track stuff. (?!?)
house stuff.
and warm water.
and instant mash potato.
BUSYBODY, enough not?
i said mind your own business.

i'm too used to being a sec.3 after being sec.3 for 2 yrs.
i dont feel like a sec.4 at all.

WENNING. you be careful.
you rude little thing.
change your attitude, or get a good bashing from me!

HEIDI.
i'm not interested in you la.

NATASHA.
join track leh.
you cute little thing.
i dont mind being interested in you.
HURHUR. (totally kiddin.)

EVERYONE WHO'S READING.
dont be busybody i tell you.
learn to mind your own business.

BLOODY GANG.
i miss you people. SOBS.

CBSF.
i miss you people too.
serene, if anyone bully you, remember to tell me alright?
siying, you too ok?
wendy, i can visit you one fine day, when sch ends REALLY early.

GOODNIGHT.
i'm gonna make love with my homework now.

__________________everything happened for a reason.

well.
school days are tiring.
i can bearly keep my eyes open since yest.
it was so bad i had to take my contacts outta my eyes so i can sleep.
HURHUR.
school, i'm so sick and tired of you.
every other thing, go and die, i give up on you.
ta.

[fuck care.]

_________________when i fall in love,

it'll be forever.

well.
tmr back to school again.
WOW. scary.
a whole new chapter for the nerd, me.
BLOODY TIRED.
good night, busybodies.

[rumours, i forkin' hate you.]

mood swings are annoying me.
FORK YOU!
mind your own business.
stop reading my blog.

ARGH.

special entry for my cute girl who is now probably asleep.
she's smart and cute and she is one of the few who appreciates my eye gummies the most. =D.
like this little fellow on my new blog template.
HURHUR.
well. she gets 2 stars, 1 rainbow and 1 kiss from me!!!
hurhur. you wont understand cos only my cute girl understands.
well. i'm just feeling crappy.
MY CUTE GIRL ROCKS MY ROCKING CHAIR.

__________________negative thoughts ran into

my mind without my permission.

i'm freaking tired.
but i've to say.
HAPPY NEW YEAR.
to my dear friends only.
DO NOT TAKE YOURSELF AS MY FRIEND IF I DONT TAKE YOU AS MY FRIEND.
fuckin' leave me alone.
stop passing rumours around.
I AM GONNA ASK MY DA GE TO BEAT YOU UP AH I TELL YOU.
burn in hell man.
whats between me and my gf is none of your business.
just fuckin' stop talking abt it.
cos you're outta my list of friends.
you've no right to talk abt it since you know nothing abt me.
FUCKIN' HELL.
ARGH.

ok enough of bad mooding.
well. today was late for meeting jialing again.
ah well, i felt so bad i treated her to lips.
i wanted to treat her to marche but she chose lips.
yeah she ate pasta and drank something, i forgot.
i drank cookies and cream.
then i tried to do some homework.
but i couldnt. no mood.
yup. then she ordered ice tea with peach and i ordered ice chocolate.
blah blah.
we went off.
jialing wenta cut her hair.
then we went over to dodo club. (our favourite hangout cos we're vain!)
kidding.
well yeah i bought facial mask as usual.
then walked jialing across the road and went back to cine to meet kor at the third level.
I M SO SMART I COULD TELL WHICH SHOP SHE WAS IN.
haha. scare her then yeah we walked around.
you dont know how irriating the crowds are.
and hanwei came and meet us.
then FORGET IT. im not blogging anymore.
i was bad mooding badly.
KOR TOLD ME SOME IDIOT TALK ABOUT ME.
so yeah. AND MY MOM WAS MAKING A FUSS OVER NOTHING.
then yeah was ok after my sister went off.
AH WELL. im not telling you what happened.
cos nothing much happened.
reach home at 11pm.
YOU TELL ME TIRED NOT HOR.

KOR. thanx for pei-ing me for new year's eve.
thanx for leaving a red mark on my hand.
thanx for the box. (too bad i dont fag.)
thanx for everything yeah.
i had a great time being mocked by you.
though i think i prolly will get breast cancer and die tmr.
hurhur. take care and stop talking abt that gay!!!
freak me out ah!

well. nothing much to blog basically.
my life revolves around my friends and MY HOMEWORK.
no one did my essay for me yet.
SOBS.
i'm too sad and angry to say anything anymore.
no more nonsense.
ta.

[save my soul tonight.]