time to blog. yeah.
today was ok.
blah blah. cant recall much.
beside that i got my badge changed.
if you get wat i mean. nvm its embarassing.
everyone mocks me. says my class will fall one day.
fine i shall show that i love my class and that it wun k.
hmph. oh well. i am guai wat.
cannot mock me ler. sigh.
anyway eh house practicse was like that lor.
played captains ball with sec.1s.
then eh today i was the pro-maid for jamie and maine.
heh. winkies. the pro one somemore.
kept helping them to hold their books yeah.
hohoho. then during bio was writing stuff.
heh. stuff.
blushes. and i spent the whole day trying to pronounce this properly.
try this. : nic.dick.nic.dick.nic.dick.nic.dick.nic.dick.nic.dick.
wahaha. its hard k. whahaha.
i think i am the lamest person on earth.
neither can jamie or maine do that.
so yeah. wahhaha. blushes.
argh. wat kinda crap is this.

[shit it all out.]

oh yeah. almost forgot abt this.
Happy birthday to jialing and wanqi!
heh. love you guys. happy birthday.
get you all present next time.
ok i owe lotsa ppl their bday presents ler.
jamie. jialing. wanqi. zhiqi. wanxian. shafinaz.
anymore?!? cant seem to recall. shit it.

[its your special day.]

and yar. my eye gummy no.7 is modelling tonight.
good luck to her i hope.
she must look great. too bad i cant get to see.
heh. smiles.

sch was. eh ok.
ms chua gave us kit kats. yummy.
i love her. she is just too cute. esp after her hair cut. heh.
then huiyi and jw visited me during amaths too.
heh. funny was falling asleep. then they appeared.
then was wearing prefect tie during lit.
ms saifa is utterly funny.
she was like since when you prefect?
then i was like eh ever since. then i wink at her.
then she winked back and say oh really? wat a joke.
whahaha. she is sooOOoo funny.
then assembly was prize giving for sports heats.
was sweating like mad? heh. sooOoo hot.
with that dumb tie on. argh. one trophy is nice.
one is not. haha. contradicting.
how can they look so different.
wahaha. then eh went to chit chat with sy and serene.
i miss cbsf. then eh missing wen.
heh. then was with jialing. i dragged both sy and serene up to 1g2.
i pei jialing to pei her frens for peer leading wat.
so sy and serene pei me.
heh. but then they went off after awhile coz they got mock test.
then eh jw came then!!! heh. miss talking to her man.
heh. miss bloody gang lots too. its been long we have a gathering.
heh. then she went off then i went to help to peer lead.
i talk rubbish? then eh. heh. went off blah.
went to visit sy and serene doing mock test.
heh then training was at spe.
din wanna go ler coz it was drizzling and then went to find jo.
then decided not to go for training ler.
its sooOOOoo far and we were so late anyway.
argh. then jo and me went to town. heeren.
on the way there i was dozing off in the bus.
fell asleep. really very tired k.
to get her gummies again. heh. she forever de.
went cine got a green tea drink from yoshi.
then we headed to the traffic light at her house.
then jo suddenly realised she needed to buy hair tie.
so we went back to heeren to buy. heh.
then went off. yeah home ler.
whahaha. so tired. neeeeeed sleep.
mrs gam's coming back. yucks.
my english webby totally not done at all.
and my hw is with ms siao. is that how you spell?
heck. she took my things. my hw. i cant seem to find her. argh.
shitttttt. how how. argh. nvm.
sigh. off i go.

[you wanna bet?!?]

all these sleepless nights.
they are causing my eye to swell.
hard to fix my contacts into my eyes.
argh. all these sleepless nights.
as i stare into the dark.
thinking and pondering over unanswered qns in my mind.
argh. lack of sleep.
lack of sleep.
i want this to stop.
i need sleep. but i cant seem to fall asleep.
with the thoughts in me.
i just need sleep argh.
these days sleep at 3am and wakes up at 5am.
i am so gonna faint one day.
sighhh.

[all these sleepless nites.]

today was a looOng day.
took a taxi down to sch with 3 other girls.
i paid. i offered to pay. so nice of me rite.
heh. but was almost late. ran up to new classroom.
then reached parade square.
was sweating like some dunno wat. wahaha.
then eh assembly. then yeah. lessons started.
blah blah blah. yuani walked outta class in the middle of the lesson.
she is stressed la. yeah. dunno how to console her actually.
oh well. then yeah recess jamie maine and me sat outside canteen.
and talk abt stuff. heh. then return for lessons.
blah blah blah. then art.
then jialing had to go off for np. i walked her up.
she walked me to send something.
then i walked her down. wahaha.
then eh. yeah. walk here and there when i told the teacher that i go toilet.
wahahah. then went back did some sketches.
then went off to "take photos".
but me and xiling only. so we just went up to class chit chat.
and pack my bag. wahaha.
blah. then called. then argh.
nvm. aya. not in the mood to continue.
bye.

[given up ler.]

today was a looOng day.
took a taxi down to sch with 3 other girls.
i paid. i offered to pay. so nice of me rite.
heh. but was almost late. ran up to new classroom.
then reached parade square.
was sweating like some dunno wat. wahaha.
then eh assembly. then yeah. lessons started.
blah blah blah. yuani walked outta class in the middle of the lesson.
she is stressed la. yeah. dunno how to console her actually.
oh well. then yeah recess jamie maine and me sat outside canteen.
and talk abt stuff. heh. then return for lessons.
blah blah blah. then art.
then jialing had to go off for np. i walked her up.
she walked me to send something.
then i walked her down. wahaha.
then eh. yeah. walk here and there when i told the teacher that i go toilet.
wahahah. then went back did some sketches.
then went off to "take photos".
but me and xiling only. so we just went up to class chit chat.
and pack my bag. wahaha.
blah. then called. then argh.
nvm. aya. not in the mood to continue.
bye.

[given up ler.]

yest had training at bukit timah hill.
training was ok. nothing much. went home.
then to my sister's sch. stc.
coz got parents meeting thing.
i am sorry to say i think her form teachers are so.
unprofessional.
opps sorry. but the teachers cant speak proper english.
they were communicating to each other with chinese?
nvm. anw yup my dad was crapping with them. in eng.
yucks. then i was stoning behind. my sis was like playing with the rubberband.
wahahah. anw the meeting was in 1E.
recalled where i used to sit for that one week.
argh. memories. wahaha. short one though. but nvm.
then went to tiong barhru for dinner.
ater burger king. dad's treat. like duh.
wahahah. then walked around. headed to sch.
meet wendy. there was a jam at the gate.
wahaaha then i was of much help. =).
finally i am useful. ok shall not talk abt it.
then went in and find sits with wen.
so totally missed her. concert started and sy came and joined us later.
she was slightly late. wahaha.
then crezawards was nice. =).
i like the song when you believe. my all time favourite.
heh. oh well. and i think cynthia was so hooOOoot. woohoo.
heh. was crazy throughout. went to peep into this bung's shirt.
heh. oppppppps. then yup my voice was dying.
screamed too much la. wahaha. was feeling really crazy.
and yeah. was singing along. and was playing behind.
wahaha. then ended so went home with wen.
and i think ong and her gang. so funky. the way there dress.
wow. anw this sy was funny. kept telling my her slippers cost 80 bucks.
i happily believe. blushes.
anyway yeah this morning woke up early.
went to visit my granny's grave. + grandpa.
oh well. i miss granny. its been more than 2 months she's gone.
but i still feel her presence. still think that she is around.
sigh. anyway yup went home. then rushed down to meet jo.
wore my sister's shoe. oh man. i dun comfortable in them though.
but heh. its new. so i shall be the first to wear.
then eh. went to lot 1.ate ice cream.
saw the ppg flick flack watches!!! so cute.
i want!!! but i still want the flick flack watch i saw at heeren.
woohoo. i wan. nvm. i am broke. argh.
anyway then we took a cab down to chua chu kang stadium from there.
coz we were not sure wat bus to take.
wahaha. then yup reached there. slacked around.
watched ppl run. then i did some hw.
then went off after they announced the finals will be postponed.
coz of the rain. then went to eat in lot 1 again. with jo and her bro.
so funny. her bro is so funny plz. nvm. shant comment much.
then walked them to the taxi stand.
then i went home. yup. caught a cold. i feel sneezy but cant sneeze.
horrible feeling. help. hoho.

[there can be miracles. when you believe.]

hmmm. here to blog like finally.
been eating lots lately.
everyone thinks i have a problem sigh.
its [binge eating disorder.] la.
yest recess ate wanton noodles and a plate of rice plus lime juice plus yuani's teddy biscuits.
then today ate chicken rice and hong kong fried noodles and lime juice.
and of coz some of yuani's teddy bear biscuits again.
heh. oh well. i am getting fat.
and germaine keeps stopping me from eating.
=(. but eating makes me feel better.
though i am bloated and i need to puke.
but i dunno wats wrong with me la. wahaha.
anyway tmr crezawards. meow. gonna watch.
so fun. heh. anyway meow. today ate sarah hohoho's cake.
not bad at all. yummy. shared it with jo.
on wed i ate evelyn's. thats even yummier.
yummy. i wan more cake. heh.
anyway jamie's birthday on wed. and i really abit blur.
heh. and shafinaz's yest.
Happy belated birthday to both jamie and shafinaz.
heh. will get a present for you two as long as i am rich?!?
heh. oh well. shall see when will i get rich.
hohoho. jialing is sooOOoo funny still.
anyway the last day sitting with my dear partner zhiqi.
so gonna miss her. move class ler will be sitting with shafinaz then.
she is another hilarious woman. but i will miss zhiqi.
heh. anyway today after sch. moved class.
did art for jialing. then peeped at crezawards while waiting for jo.
then headed town to get her dearest gummies.
headed to cine then home actually but saw jw and ness on the way.
so chit chat. then i walked jo to the traffic light as usual.
heh. then home. so bored. kor kor not home.
he's out for camp till sun. will miss him.
he msged me in the afternoon. so cute.
"ehz. i am going for camp till sunday. and i need you to help me to feel the tortise three times a day."
so funny how can he be so cute. and the tortise is just too cute.
palapapapa. imlovin'it.
and my hair's still screwed. give up ler. hmph.
and ms goon wans me to see a doc for having one ear hole only.
wat kinda funny thing. wahaha.
oh and training yest was in spe.
trained with adrea and liting. was ok.
leg din hurt as much. though after the 2nd 250m it did.
but it is recovering gradually so i shant give up.
work out was ok la. heh. went home then with kisha. =).
and my mom told me that she read my blog.
with the entry that i scolded my sister.
wahahah. she showed my dad funny.
now they know my blog?!? help.
my sister la go and tell her. argh.
anw sucha long entry. off i go to sleep.
nitex. =).

[numb insideout.]

meow. i think after having my hair cut.
my bad hair life is like permanent ler. so sad.
sobx. heh. anyway after cutting my hair.
i used 6 hair pins.
then since yest. it became 10 hair pins.
then so sad. my head is filled with hair pins.
coz i tie then every strand of hair will try to fall.
so sad. haha. anyway my hair is so tsk. erh.
so many hair pins so so messy. i wanna complain arh.
anyway eh lotsa things happened.
lazy to blog abt those. anyway my injury slightly better.
nv really limp anymore. winkies.
but still cannot jog eh. nvm step by step. =).
anyway today everyone so funny lor.
esp this jialing. wat kinda retarted thing is she.
during maths d lesson she send me a msg.
it goes,"hide your hp from mr lee! -points ok sign
- haha caught you."
haha coz we were playing the ok game through out the day.
she is like so slow. and she says its tempting for the ok sign to be there.
wahahah. wat lame thing is she.
hilarious. wahaha.
then the whole day the teachers come in wanna die
coz we kept giggling through out.
during amaths we do dunno what golden ratio thing.
coz today maths day. wahaha.
then ms chua says i have a golden arm!!!
wahaha. i wan kitkat. meow. anyway ms chua is utterly cuteness.
just cant stand it. winkies.
wahaha my eye gummy too. winkiessssss.
ok i am so crappy today.
esp after all the laugh sy and jo and today i had.
its killing me. i am going crazy. wahaha.

[bad hair lifeee.]

heh. not in the blogging mood. blog tmr. =).
heh. i forever like that de.
oh well. i cant stand it. i like staring at my blog template.
coz my eye gummy is just too yummy.
so adorable. he's mine. hehe. =).

[winkies.]

hey. fast facts time!
was bathing and suddenly remembered that i forgot to say a few things.
fast fact no.1:
i cannot msg ler. hp bill dying. will msg next month only kaes.
can call me from 7am to 7pm. heh. if you wan. winks. ok.
fast fact no.2:
yesh i cut my hair ler. plz dun ask me that silly qns again. coz yesh i did cut my hair. for your info still can tie but damn short. no bun anymore.
fast fact no.3:
stop asking me whether i dyed or straightened or rebonded my hair or not. coz i din. coz i totally din too. boo. its getting on my nerves.
i wanna die answering those qns.s.
fast fact no.4:
i still hate that damn rip-off. tsssk.
fast fact no.5:
i am now taking care of my leg. no worries. =).

oh well thats abt it. coz cannot reply msges so have to have these fast facts up here. smiles. gtg. hw is just a piece of cow dung as usual.

[fast facts. heh.]

meow. today went training.
yest sis was online i went to talk to her fren.
heh oh well. cheer up girl. =).
dun think you will get the msg.
but yesh. cheer up.
anyway yup training was rather slack today.
not very stressing at all.
but eh. my muscle was hurting like shit.
kept limping and obviously mr lin screamed at me again.
and the stubborn me kept doing striding still. sobx.
anyway pain pain ah. then running also limp.
so in the end lin scolded again.
and the pain was unbearable. so i went to rest.
then ask him wat i can do. then he said,"walk walk jog jog."
then i gave him a face. oh man.
i still wanna stride and do workout with the rest.
then felt as though he thinks i going shopping. hmph.
but when i went to walk fast was limping.
started jogging realised the pain was too great i couldnt jog at all.
walked a round. so sad was on the verge of tears.
sobx. then yup maxine came and feed me cranberries.
so funny. went back and sit. then yup stoned.
then the queenstown guys were eh doing something.
mr lin then told me how serious my injury.
and told me what to do to improve the condition.
and say i cannot stride till its totally recovered.
yup. then eh. went off to town with jo and sy.
drank milk before that. then went town to get hot dogs.
yummy. then eh sy went off to cut hair.
me and jo walk around and watched bball matches.
then i bought ice cream. sy came back.
we watched another bball match and went off.
then yup walked jo up her slope.
hit a big fat mosquitoe trying to bite me.
yucks all the blood ooz out yucks.
then went home. yuppy. went to buy things with mummy.
ate lots. feel like a pig. kept iceing my leg.
according to mr lin its useful la. hope so.
i dun wanna limp anymore. sobx.

[hi. my name is may. opps. lol.]

oh well sometimes i just feel like smacking hw.
she is so dumb.
dun even know how to spell fifteen?!?
sometimes she keeps asking stupid qns.
it just gets on my nerves.
tsk.
anyway its like i still remember our conversation that nite.
when daddy almost hit me with the hockey stick.
for some sorta reasons.
"where's my hockey stick?"
"all you care abt is your hockey stick rite."
"yar."
"oh only if daddy hit me and i die then you will care for me rite?"
"hah. no. i will only care abt my hockey stick stained with your blood."
argh. was so sad. cried but what for.
she just laughed when i was crying.
sometimes i just wanna box her.
wonder why am i so nice to her at times.
why do i care huh. nvm.
tssssssk. slaps myself.

[why do i care.]

ok am still on the com.
helping daddy to find the price of the air flight tickets.
meow. so bored. and i put up my eye gummy's pic!!!
he is my no.1 eye gummy. i love him.
heh. winkies.

[i love my eye gummy.]

oh well. did a new template ler.
for the time being only de.
coz i cant be bothered to find ler.
wats more i think its pretty. and better.
at least can scroll. heh. still linkies-less.
so i shall stay linkies-less. meow!
oh well. i have horrible headache. sigh.
off i go. bye.

[pardon me for my incompetence.]

heh. someone invaded my blog. winks.
oh well. eh nvm. thanxxx.
anyway eh i realised my blog now dun have the scroll down thing.
how to read my entries huh?!? nvm.
i shall find a new template.
sooOOoo sorry for helping me and i am like changing it now.
and i am so sorry for being so stubborn.
i always dun take care of myself de.
now keep limping. last nite sleeping.
leg was so pain i couldnt sleep properly. woke up and started crying.
sigh. i will take care. thanx for your concern. winks.
k am off to find new template. =).

[woohoo.]

ok cant seem to find a right picture.
decided not to change yet.
anyway now i shall blog. since in the mood.
hmmm ok. recalls.
last sat went training.
then went for obs watch COLUMBUS gathering.
then went to sakae sushi. ate buffet.
yummy but in the end nanny din come. but its ok. heh.
sorta miss her lots. but yar. haha.
then went home earlier. adrea left with me.
she had tuition i had to go home to bath.
then went for disney on ice with my sister!!!
heh. its was rather ok.
then last ten mins i fell alseep coz they replay the songs.
heh the pop corns there so ex yet tasteless.
pukes. heh. so cheat ppls' money de.
then went home slept instantly. long day. was so dead tired.
then sunday was a sleeping day.
so nothing much.
then monday went to sch for amaths. and maths d.
was late. cant wake up. then went home then went to serangoon stadium.
got training there. then obviously i lost my way.
and apparently i got sore throat.
so my voice was utterly sexy. heh. pukes.
then lost my way dunno how i got into geylang.
heh. then found the place after a long long long journey alone.
so scary. then reached there slacked.
my leg pain so i cannot train and i wasnt feeling well.
went home with yt. ber. hy. yj.
they went to eat i din go. i needa sleep. heh.
then went home.
tuesday. had amaths again.
late again. heh. blushes.
i couldnt wake up. coz its the holidays!!!
then eh. lessons over.
jo and yt and i were talking to sir. plus these few sec.1s.
then eh. jo went for lessons.
sir asked me and jo to train. so we did warm up.
my muscle pull still pain but i was rather ok.
then did yt went off coz she had to.
then left me. i trained alone. did 22 times of short sprints.
ouch. my leg was hurting. felt like crying heh. but nvm.
went back to sir limping. so funny. he looked so shock.
but before yt left. yt told him ler. hahaha. nvm.
then he made me do some stretching for my injury.
then jo joined me after her lessons.
then eh she sis her warm up then i did my stretching repeatedly.
then sir bought us out for lunch ler. heh.
sir take to us abt alot of things.
heh got funny things too. then he sent us back to sch.
then went went to galilee to study with ber and hweeyi.
did some hw. was feeling rather restless so couldnt concentrate.
then went off with jo first. went home then.
wed had ss lessons.
but i was late and needed to take my art from the class.
but class was locked dunno why.
then ber and i tried to dunno how unlock the door?
then jialing joined us. both of them wanted to smash the window.
so scary i dun allow them to.
heh. then eh me and jialing went for ss. hestitated coz so late ler.
lesson started at 10 we walking in at 11++ when its ending at 1130.
heh. ber went home instead.
then after which i went to find the key for class.
then talk to germaine for the quite long.
then decided to send her to tiong bahru.
then went to town to meet june lee and sandra.
ate. watched dirty dancing 2. so nice!!! heh.
then eh saw jw and ness. heh.
then eh went to borders. blah blah blah.
went home then.
today. i went for training. was late like duh again.
then june had to wait for me till 20++ trains pass by her.
so sorry. heh. then reached there did warm up.
then leg was fine. then went to do striding then so pain ler.
then did some sprints.
mr lin kept screaming at me. telling me not to sprint.
then finally i sat down. then he told me to do 8 mins jog can ler.
then i did. haha. cannot lift up my left leg at all.
kept limping around. then right leg darn tired after so long.
heh. then the rest trained.
then helped to take attendance. then went off to eat popiah.
heh. then was supposed to go east coast to meet house capts.
but i was still not feeling well leg pain pain.
so end up going to town with jo they all.
supposed to get shoe bag together but din.
ate proper lunch ler then went home ler.
yawn. need sleep badly. my sore throat still there. but recovering i hope.
coughs. heh. anyway i think my sister is a piece of cow dung.

[i wanna stride once again.]

oh well. realised my blog no linkies.
heh. only got for bloggy and friendster.
coz i wanna be kept low profiled.
heh. winks. no relevance.
wats more i am too sick and tired of it.
hohohoho.
now still trying to change my blog template pic.
sobs.

[yawn.]

changed my template outta boredom.
off i go now.
blog tmr.

[heh.]

argh. typed a whole load.
then happily gone with just a click!!!!!!!!!
argh. damnit.
blog tmr if i got the mood. argh.

[yucks. argh.]

oh well. was talking abt this certain rip-off that time.
ok. lets see.
i wanna kill this stupid person.
yesh you. read this.
you think you are darn chio. get a life.
look into the mirror longer please.
dont you think the image in the mirror just disgusts you?
oh man. i think i know why you dun think so.
you have horrible taste.
please. you are horribly dumb.
wanna rip off also dont rip-off someone like me.
i am like so cannot make it.
and i have things in my own ways.
if you wanna rip off. dun you think its obvious.
and please dont come up with stupid reasons.
its like alot of ppl can see the you trying to act so not you.
but so me kinda thing. i feel like killing you. argh.
please. please stop all your nonsense.
just be the you you were. but change the way you talk can le.
i hate it when you talk. sooOOoo disgusting.
sooOOoo act cute. sooOOoo yucks.
pukes. get a own life. stop ripping me off.

[hate rip-offs like you.]

blog tmr. eyes tired.
i hate rip-offs.

[hate.]

meow. back from all the nonsense.
haha sports heats over ler.
oh well. everything went fine i think.
at least i din cry this year.
injuries were still there but i am growing.
i can endure these pain ler. i mean its really ok with me.
i am used to it ler. meow.
anyway hmmm. i dunno wat to blog leh.
abit too long nv blog already. heh.
anyway i think that the flower is disgusting.
cant believe that i know so many disgusting things she does.
pukes badly. cant believe i know her.
i wonder how i give her respect man.
pukes badly again. oh man. anyway my sis blog song is nice.
my recommendation. winks.

[winks.]

[baby. what you see is what you get.]

its been long since i last updated.
theres alot of things happening.
too happening. too much that i wanna blog abt.
till i am so sick and tired of doing it.
i can be online but lazy to blog.
maybe not in the mood to put things in words anymore.
since everything doesnt matter anymore.
yup. just tired of everything.
heats going on lately. so tired.
tired of this and that. can feel the stress around me.
k. i blog some other day when i am in a better mood.

[you were the password to my heart.]

oh well. todays a long long day.
so so so tired k.
got art. spent the whole day doing art yest.
though i sleep till late late late.
i stoned till 3am to sleep last nite.
was pondering over that nothing.
the nothing seems like something.
dunno maybe think too much ler.
anyway this morning in the train this guy passed me a hp.
my first reaction was like "huh?!?"
hahaha. then he was like read the msg la.
hahaha. funny guy. then asked for my number.
ppl here dun wanna feel bad for turning him down.
wats more i am soOOoo gonna try to turn str8.
so yup. no la. thats not the reason actually.
but yup. gave the number.
first thing i told him. i am not str8 if he gets wat i mean.
he abit blur. like dunno like that nvm.
hahaha. meow.
nvm. then lessons was like eh nothing.
hahaha. meow. got back chinese paper.
am depressed. 60/100. how lan lor. sigh sigh sigh.
my chem test got back that day. 26.5/50.
wat kinda just pass lor. i am utterly disappointed with my results.
sigh. i am a stupid girl la. wat to do. sigh.
oh well. nvm anw today had dance practice with huiyi, jw, jingwen.
heh. been missing them badly.
audition on wed. we start learning dance steps today.
not last min wat. hahaha.
so stress k. wonder how can we even get in. meow.
hahaha. nvm. anyway. i got no mood to blog ler.
got lotsa things going on in my head.
i can hardly breathe.

[can hardly breathe.]