Tuesday, July 29, 2003

had been sick lately. yup. busy with dance.
so freaking tired. cant be bothered to blog. sigh.
yup and dunno why today cried. maybe coz flu is killing me.
hohoho. maybe its sars. watever. dry cough. flu. fever. muscle ache.
all have except my fever is not really fever coz its still below 37.5.
watever. so tired. and today i kissed siti. gave her a kiss when i asked her help me to find sy. hoho.
she asked for it duh. but its ok. she is nice to kiss. hehe. yup.
lalalalala. so tired. dying dying dying. jewel is notty. hehe.
and i think fionne roX. love her love the way she dance. so funky. =).
kk. tired i go rest. blog properly some other day.

Sunday, July 27, 2003

haiya. lazy to blog. in fionne's house now. lalala.
yeah love her dog so much. jewel too cute.
today juz step into the house then she bite me. CUTE.
hmmm. juz swam in sy house. hahaha. pepper too cute.
i think i m in love with dogs.
jewel bite me i oso dun give a damn anymore. though i used to hate dogs.
lalala. scared i mean. lalala. kk. go dance now.

Thursday, July 24, 2003

abt tue.
- din go sch. wasnt feeling well. no one believe me. fine.
- realised my sister stole my addidas watch so i was angry. slammed the door and walked all the way out to mrt station. realised i dun have my wallet and bag. =l. dumb or dumb.
- felt better in the afternoon. decided to go to sch for assembly.
- went to school. during assembly everyone wanted laura to go up and dance. then serene said if laura go then she go too. then wen hsin was like ok then you two go. then serene said she joking then wen hsin suddenly came and asked me to go? haha too shocked then she pulled me totally was clinging onto the floor. then i decided to stand up that time. two more girls went up. yeah so me and laura sat down. malu plz.
- went for training. rotted. was bored. ppl trying to study i down there noisy.
- went home. found the watch on my table. made my sister admit that she took it. tsks.

abt wed.
- long day. nothing much.
- during recess i toked to qiqi that woman too cute. then i lend her my addidas watch. =). everyday she gonna wear it coz now she is my new lover. haha. funny.
- laughed during lit so much. i roared coz it was so dusty. then mr m tot i burped? haha. then siying tot i farted? haha too funny. then huiyi keep laughing. funny laughter.
- went for maths remedial. did some test. got 9/13. WOW. erm plz. by luck de. coz i totally ask all the formulaes from huiyi.
- then went back to class. decided to sweep floor was mad. then angelia swept the floor with me. mrs heng came and said she is gonna buy 4D coz such a special day? haha toot lar.
- then went to play bball.
- went for tuition. tutor totally talked abt notty students and stared at me. then talked abt heck care teachers. then he realised he toking abt himself. then he was like."talk so much oso talking abt myself." then he change topic. =P.

abt today.
- maths d lesson. drew lotsa graphs. so guai. mrs heng was surprised again. =l.
- a maths funny was looking for part of huiyi's watch.
- pe had to run 2 rounds coz tt time din run 3 rounds within 13 mins. then now 3 rounds muz run within 9 mins. my timing was 6.30 mins. was lazy to run so walked abit. realised tt somehow i have to finish it so ran like mad.
- blah blah.
- then lunch. officially announced as part of bloody gang. yeah i m 7 mei. then went to find mrs heng. then hahaha. yeah was late for chem.
- long story lazy to say oso.
- went to do chinese test in the library with chang sy and angelia.
- went to play some lame games+bball.
- sent ysy home. she ended up sending me to the bus stop coz it was 7.

Monday, July 21, 2003

hoho. k. this is abt sunday.
yup slept the whole day through.
then went off to botanics to watch my bro perform.
yup his band got some special band performance award in the garden thing.
cool. wore a skirt there. totally trying to act girly but YUCK.
nvm. yup then went to dinner. went home.
yup reached home bathed. stoned. did some hw.
PROUD or PROUD.
yup haha. then slept at 3am. cant sleep.

[thinking i m still thinking too much. i cant control it.]

yup then today. went to school. was mad.
keep walking into the wrong class. then i keep walking around.
lalala. then yup had lit. mr m too cute. =).
then pe. lalala. yup then recess.
totally ate like no one's business.
ice ball. green apple. kachang putay. blah blah blah.
went back for a maths. mrs tan totally moved me rite in front coz i was talking to wen.
yup. then had chinese replied letters. then phyics.
yeah alot of ppl din do wkbk.
mr tan kicked us out of the class to do.
yeah stayed outside till last 5mins.
then had eng. ms azlin too scary.
i wanted to go toilet then she was like,"wats your problem?"
wow. scary. but too cute. haha. then yeah went for lunch blah blah.
wen went home. pon bio.
i wanted to pon but decided not to.
then yup bio we bisected a lamb's heart.
hohoho. then poor andrea cried like dunno wat.
yup then i suddenly teared. not cried k.
juz cried for fun. no its teared.
haha i m mad. =P.
then mrs goh asked me to do something. i totally dunno wat to do.
everyone said i was funny. =l.
yup then went home. jw sent me out of sch. sian.

anyway its racial harmony day. so many chiobus wore
chio costumes. so chio!!!
yup lalala. i totally din noe its racial harmony day.
we actually wanted to wear something for racial harmony day.
but din noe so too bad.
lalala. i wanna wear some indian costume with a pottu!
nice. but of coz its the guys indian costume. *winks*
too fat cannot fit into the girls one. hohoho.
meow.

jw. thanx for your listening ear.
love ya lots.

Saturday, July 19, 2003

lalalalalalalala.
the world is spinning.
the tears keep flowing.
the truth revealing.
tell me wat to do.
lalalalalalalala.

[crap.]

lalala. today wanted to go self-training.
coz heard that no training but got self-training.
but couldnt wake up. watever.
then woke up to eat breakfast.
went back to sleep again. woke up.
tot din eat breakfast. ate again.
then sleep again. then woke up.
then eat. then i went to src to swim.
went with sis and dad. dad din swim.
yup mom not feeling well. so sad.
sigh. hmmm. then me and sis ate in the poolside cafe.
ate like pigs. coz we had the card in our hands.*winks.*
dad was with his frens in the lounge.
yup then saw the softball coach in the lift.
he looks so cute without his cap. hohoho.
then he totally stare at me. guess he recognised me.
hahaha watever. then yeah went to walk walk.
then went home. so tired. daddy nv come home with us.
he and his frens. haha. but if its me i will stay coz got frens.
sorry to say i prefer frens than family. yup. hoho.

[lalala.]

Friday, July 18, 2003

yeo sy. wen. serene. chang sy. thane. huiyi.
+ the rest.
sorry k. glad that you all know me well.
can actually sense that something is wrong with me.
but yeah it will be over soon.
i mean i need some time to let everything out first.
then i will be me once again.

i stood there staring.
tears start flowing.
i took it as a joke.
its none of my business.
but i see you hurt.
i m hurting deep down inside.
i stood up strong showing you a smile.
coz wat you need i will give.
i will not show you my tears anymore.
coz i know all you wan is comfort.
not letting someone to cry over you.
so i m standing strong here.
tell me how you feel.
breakdown by my shoulders.
i will grab you and say everything is gonna be alright.

meow. had a long day. yup. cant recall wat really happened.
wore specs to school coz eyes were swollen since last nite.
sigh. anyway yup then i changed to contacts before eng remedial
coz i wanted to play bball yup. then i poke my eye in the toilet so funny.
then serene was doing her hw in the toilet with me.
anyway i realised i look damn toot with specs but i like being toot.
lalala. i cried during maths d. for fun. and huiyi thinks i m mad. lalala.
then i laugh and cry at the same time like no ones business.
lalala. then after sch+remedial i went to play bball.
so funny i laughed+screamed my head off.
i m of no use to the team. only know how to scare the other teams'
ppl. hahaha i m so jian. lalala. but nvm not say i can play well.
but i was so hyper i keep jumping into ppl and fall.
lalala. i m mad. lalala blah blah blah.
and huimin cried. dunno wat happened to her.
sigh i dunno wat to say haha. but i look at her i feel like meowing.
coz obs i meow the most. lalala. then yup.
imisscolumbus.

to my watch mates:
[i miss those days we sat in the tent.]
[trying to figure out how to get rid of that insect.]
[we started talking abt our lifes.]
[we became so close.]
[we worked as a team.]
[and complete our tasks.]
[i will remember us and nanny.]
[for they are great memories.]

Thursday, July 17, 2003

things i did today:
- replied letters
- had lesssons?!?
- played softball
- played basketball
- showed my madness
- screamed my throat out
- laughed my head off

an apple a day keeps the doctor away.

i ate so many apples a day lorz.
how many doctors m i keeping away from.
hahaha.
anyway i m addicted to you, little green apple.

top 5 reasons why i love to eat green apples:
1. its green. [bronterox.]
2. its nice.
3. its crunchy.
4. its healthy.
5. i m broke.

i think i m pretty lame but got nothing tt i wanna blog abt.
actually got lorz. too much tt i wanna blog abt.
hahaha but lazy so shall keep it to myself.

[sigh.]

can you totally see that i cant be bothered to blog le.
hahaha. totally lazified.
lalala. so bored.

Wednesday, July 16, 2003

heya too tired to blog. shall blog tmr.
nite. ZZZzzzzzZZZZZ.

Tuesday, July 15, 2003

oh yar. juz remembered.
today sally said stuff to sms.
harsh stuff but true. haha scolded her like mad?
sally is great!!! i love you sally.
hehe then yup gave lotsa comments abt wat we cannot
stand abt sms to mr tan. then he is gonna talk to her.
yup anyway come to think of it.
they are poor teachers. haha.
but why they still wanna be teacher since they know its so saddening?
sigh. i mean i wanna be a teacher i tot.
but now it seems so difficult with students like me around.
hahaha. but yeah watever it is. yup i think ms azlin rox?
i dunno why but i think looking at her makes me think tt there is always good teachers around.
juz like mr m. yeah.

haiya.
today is a ok ok day nothing much happened.
but its bernice birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BER-BLUR!!!
sorry din notice its actually july le?
haha sorry i too slow. lalala.
yup happy birthday.
blah blah. anyway i still know you are sad.
yup. i can tell. sigh.

your hand warms my heart too.
no one else can replace you.
i wanna be the one who makes you smile.
but i cant. i m juz too useless.
i love you.

Monday, July 14, 2003

went to watch softball match today.
yeah nothing much happen.
went with huiyi and chang sy.
yup ended up crying coz they lost.
i mean its like totally none of my business.
but i cried. maybe coz everyone cry so i think i should get into the mood or something rite.
haha. lame. watever. my eyes are so tired after crying.
yeah and now they are gonna shut soon.
hahaha. anyway yeah.
i think crescent softball still rox k.
coz you know i know you all can play de.
yeah. dun think abt it anymore. yup.
i still feel useless.

knowing that you are crying.
i cant do much.
i stood by the side and stare.
i cant voice wats in my mind.
i feel so helpless.
so useless.
i m sorry k.


[when you are crying. my heart is bleeding.]

Sunday, July 13, 2003

sigh. something is wrong. wrong. wrong.
lalalalalala. i keep thinking of weird stuff.
hahaha i m beginning to think why m i on earth.
to accept all these things.
why.
why.
why.
depression?
haha i guess i m juz pure weird. but nvm.
anyway the picture below is quite sick looking. yuck.
lalalala.

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ok the picture quite sick. hahaha. watever. i m juz bored. lalala.

hmmm. went out juz now. lalala.
bought cool markers.
cool k. can change colour. *winks*
lalala. damn bored. dunno got hw not.
sigh. can still feel that depression in me though.
somethings still wrong.
sigh. i m falling back.
back into depression like last year.
even thane who thinks that a cheerful girl like me
will nv be sad.
she noticed that something is wrong with me.
haha funny girl.
she said if i m sad then the world is upside down.
guess maybe she knows me well.
coz something is really wrong. sigh.
but she dun really noe the real me.
coz i nv showed.
but its ok she dun have to noe.

[sigh.]

hey mommy!
thanx yup. wanted to put that but din noe how to.
hehe you rock. you can read my mind issit?
cool yeah. thanx anyway.
love, sonny. *winks*

Saturday, July 12, 2003

sonny!
i put a buttercup rocks gif under your blog description! hahhhaa. dont mind right? if you dont like it, tell me and i'll remove it okay? bronte rocks.
love, mommy =]

went training. i trained quite seriously though i slacked through out.
[paradox.]
but wat i mean is that i did shorter workout but did my best for most.

oral yest was horrible. either i said i have no idea or i use my
sophistry way to answer her qns. horrible. confirm fail de. haha.
was freaking nervous. stumbled through my words. lalala. nvm.

someone said i m vulnerable.
actually i agree. guess i m. sigh.

[the world is juz a stage.]
[and everyone has a part to play.]


Thursday, July 10, 2003

saw ya staring at me.
if i could stop the time.
if i had the courage.
i would look into your eyes.
and tell ya how i feel.

[sigh.]

today is a day. a fine fine day.
my mood isnt rite. it isnt wrong.
but i feel weird.
i dunno. there are lotsa things running on and on
in my brain. it goes on and on.
damn tired. damn tired of life. damn tired of everything.
yeah.
the words of my advices sound right all the time.
but the words that goes on in my heart is disappointing
words that ask me to give up in everything.


[paradox.]

Wednesday, July 09, 2003

im a little hacker.

the stars are shining brightly on my face.
the moon shittin in my place.
oh, how nice if i could get all A's
how many more stickers can i paste
if only i could care bout nx week race

--no relevance at all but at least it rhymes
YAY!

(proudly contributed by sy)

juz came back from tuition. such a tiring day.
i slept through tuition haha. was late for tuition.
watever larz hahaha. so nice to sleep. lalala.
hmmm. anyway this morning was late then took taxi with brenda.
haha then i reached so late. then went for share-a-tot. *blush*
it was so freaking maluating. haha. and i dun look blur thank you.
basically i juz dunno wat m i supposed to do so its not i blur k.
hahaha. *blush*
and rite after share-a-tot i went to take my bag.
then mrs neo happily screamed at me. she was toking to mrs siah.
bet they were bitching abt me. tsk. then she ask,
"why your hair this colour? why your hair all over your face juz now on stage?"
then i said i got endosement slip then she said,"no now i m
asking why is your hair all over your face."
then i said i got hairband then she say wanna see me.
watever. last year made me do detention everyday not enough issit.
she scared i hate her not enough issit. tsk.
yup blah. then had maths d. supposed to have test but half of my
class dunno got test so its postpone. lalala.
then yeah then had english. blahblah.
then recess. haha no mood to eat. then lalala.
lalalalalala. yup then went back for chem.
and i realised mrs leow is nice. she is quite understanding.
as a teacher larz. yup then we had physics.
and noe wat. mr tan was in a good mood.
he was smiling away. cute. lame plz.
then yeah wasnt tt bad. then chinese.
then a maths. mrs tan made me move place.
coz i was teaching wen how to draw something.
lalala. yeah then went for lunch. while eating.
mrs tan walked pass and she said," your food looks nice."
haha then i stared at her. then she asked me continue eating.
then she sat down? haha cute. then i dun care her continue eating.
then she started toking abt how i can do amaths if i concentrate like
how i did today. coz i answered most of the qns she asked.
coz i was bored. haha. then she say until like tt i almost puke
my food out.
haha cute. lalala. then went for lit. was writing crap on paper.
lalala. yup then after lesson went to play hitting breast game with jen,
sy, wen.
then wen left. then i was supposed to be down for bronte.
haha then i played with sy and jen first. lalala. i m spring. haha.
yup then went for bronte to play volley haha like i can totally play.
cant even see the ball. then i went to macs with sy and jen.
then yeah went tuition. lalala. i m so tired. tiring day.

[sigh.]

Tuesday, July 08, 2003

that thing you do.

you doin' that thing you do
breaking my heart into a million pieces like you always do

and you don't mean to be cruel
you never even knew about the heartache
I've been going through

well I try and try to forget you girl
but it's just so hard to do
every time you do that thing you do


I know all the games you play
and I'm gonna find a way to let you know that you'll be mine someday

cause we could be happy can't you see
if you'd only let me be the one to hold you
and keep you here with me
cause I try and try to forget you girl
but it's just so hard to do
every time you do that thing you do


I don't ask a lot girl
but I know one thing's for sure
it's the love I haven't got girl
and I just can't take it anymore


cause we could be happy can't you see
if you'd only let me be the one to hold you and keep you here with me
cause it hurts me so just to see you go
around with someone new
and if I know you you're doing that thing
every day just doing that thing
I can't take you doing that thing you do

[sigh.]

hmmm. yest i was supposed to go library alone to return books.
then i invited my sis along. haha i so nice rite.
haha then we met mom after that. yay. bought a watch.
girly. *winks*
haha. yup ate kfc and the guy who served me was so nervous.
the manager came and said, "dun so shy larz. juz a girl wat."
erm wat is she supposed to mean. blah blah. watever.
then i ate soOOOooo much my mom said i piggy. yesh i m.


yeah. today wore two watches in school. coz i still love my old watch.
haha love cant change the fact that i loved the old and still do.
lalala. rubbish. watever. lalala.
then we had mass run. haha we kept walking.
then they happily locked up the gate. lalala.
then we had to run 5 more rounds. blah.
we jogged+walked. haha. so slow k we all.
so funny. then yeah went for bio lessons late. lalala.
then chinese that time i said i wanna change.
then wendy say she dare me to change in the middle of the lesson
when sms was teaching and see wats her reaction.
haha then wendy put my desk top up. by the count of three
i took off my bronte shirt. haha. then the whole class was staring.
*blush* haha lame plz.
then sms noticed and came to my desk and i was done changing.
was buttoning my blouse. haha.
then she said," wat do you think you are doing? you wanna dance striptease ar?"
then i gave her innocent look say wat did i do.
and wendy said i din do anything.
then she said, " juz now i saw you in a green shirt now a blouse."
haha then i was like yup then she walked away. haha.
then went for recess. lalala.
after recess was cme but ms ng wasnt in sch so we practised share-a-tot.
erm tmr gonna maluate myself.
coz today last min then i noe i m in.
everyone noe wat to do except me coz they practised since
last term and today i juz noe k. haha. totally gonna maluate myself.
lalala. die die die. then had maths d.
mrs heng looked as if she had bad mood. so scary.
then i forgot to bring my notes. then i was like sorry k i copy ten times for you.
then she said ok. then i was like nono three times can then she said no.
then i said two times? then she said i shall juz take the first sentence you said.
lalala have to copy for her larz. she wasnt even in a bad mood.
erm somehow i made her day?!?! hahaha. i copy notes for her k.
then something happened someone somehow something happen.
crap. anyway she noes its me i m sure.
watever. then went back for engish yeah. then got assembly. cute.
haha then i wanna go cck. but wendy called sy and she say i dun have
to go down le. then i ok. then went to thomson plaza with wen and serene.
then yeah serene went off first. then me and wen went off.
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.
i m bored. nvm. lalala.

Monday, July 07, 2003

blah. woke up late. then left house at 10++.
wanted to go early to surprise ppl. haha.
but i this kind erm cannot wake up.
then when i was in 111 i saw this old man masturbating.
YUCK. wats his problem. he was sitting beside me.
coz we are sitting at the last row in the bus.
he was sitting at the far end left side.
i was sitting at the far end rite side. then he kept staring at me.
YUCK. *puke*
yup then i started training at 11++.
tiff. jo. me. we ran 3x100m. haha it was so funny.
yeah then i din noe wat to do as both of them went
to do hurdles. then i sat in the shade lalalaing my head off.
then sy had to leave its 1230++.
then i yeah wanna run away with her coz i need some rest.
and i dun even noe wat i m supposed to do.
waste my time. haha. then when me and sy were wearing skirts.
erm. sir said,"look at the two girls wearing skirts. they are suppose to set good examples."
erm no need lorz. haha. then we took off our skirts and did push ups sit-ups.
lalala. then he dun believe we do le. asked us to do 20 more
push ups in front of him. hmph. cute or cute lorz.
then me and sy make use of the time when he nv notice us.
we went to grab our bags and run!
haha so funny. then we changed behind the stairs. lalala.
yeah then i send her to bugis. then yeah i went home.
lalala. so guai rite. actually i very tired.
need rest haha. and i m chewing carrots. yeah.
and last nite i was horny?!?!
hahaha. bleaghzzzzzzzz. =P.

[i wanna lick you.]

Saturday, July 05, 2003

[ORIGINALITY.]
why i dun see this word in ppl.
everyone ripping off everyone. wats the whole worlds' problem.
whatever it is larz. not that i care le.
coz the world is always this screwed.
copy copy copy. whatever. blah.

hmmm. went training.
then yup lalala. then went to sy house to print my lit work.
haha thanx joanne anyway. its damn neat.
hehe. yup then i have decided that pepper is cute and not scary anymore.
its not as mad as usual.
it got its thing cut off. cute and innocent now.
haha meow. then i ate like a pig in sy house.
i m always there to empty her kitchen. lalala.
haha then i left when her brother was home.
coz he had to get some sleep. yup yup. nothing much.
then i came home. slept. then went to buy pad with mommy.
haha yup then yeah nothing else. my mom is so cute.
i love her. hahaha. cant stand it when she is so nice.
coz when she is not. she is totally cannot stand too.
haha contradicting. i m juz like her.
[wateva.]

pepper pepper rox!!!!!!!! i love siying's dog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yay. im lame n crazy.
written by sy.

i will let go eventually.

i will let go if i have to.
so tell me what you want.


hey. buttercup is so cool. meow. m bored. going training soon. blah.
i m such a banana. crap. lalala.

hmmm. good morning! hehe.
last nite wanted to post some stuff. but forgot to.
oh well. juz remembered yest i ate the whole loaf of cheese bread!!!
nice k. haha. then all the sec.1s think i mad or something?
lalala. *blush* ppl piggy not mad.
hahaha. oh and yest i painted my rite hand middle finger
with green nail polish. stella they all help me paint.
haha then it turn out yellow. bleaghz.
then i go around pointing my third finger then ppl tot i pointing at them.
but actually i showing them my finger nail.
hahaha. funny then when i was eating i saw the finger.
i was so shocked. forgot its my finger.
haha so funny k. keep thinking got someone else finger on my hand.
haha. blah. and yest i was mad. i keep climbing on the row of tables outside my class.
haha then when i wore skirt i climbed too. tsk tsk. i too rough cannot wear skirt de.
haha why m i recalling wat i did yest. perhaps its juz a nice day.
yeah maybe its my last youth day in crescent.
[sigh.]

Friday, July 04, 2003

youth day celebration. was late for school.
couldnt wake up. coz slept late last nite.
then i wore orange shirt. orange bra.s. orange shorts.
haha i like. then when i walk into school at 8++. mrs heng saw me!
blah funny plz. then got amaths lesson. but i went to join 3g1 instead.
mr m was playing game and i sat there playing.
then went back for ss lesson. not 5 mins then went for telematch.
haha then in the end oso cancelled. =P.
haha blah my clique supposed to wear skirt haha.
then we went back me and wen changed to skirt.
then sy oso got forced to. then went to walk around with it.
then sy went to change. then me and wen went to canteen.
then i totally cannot stand it and took it out in the middle of the canteen.
haha. meow. then i wore my pink nike girly long sleeve!
haha damn girly today. even sir says so. *blush*
but seriously he dun have to tell me that its obvious i turn girly.
haha no need. coz i trying to be girly then come and laugh at me.
hmmm. then yeah went for concert. then blah.
went to watch nationals. haha. yeah it was great.
4x1 got in. yeah. was quite worried. hehe. but yeah.
they are great. then we went to lot1 and eat long john.
hoho i cleaned the table again. i clean until so shiny k.
sigh guess i m born a maid. as tertia said. yeah. and noe wat.
i m sorry my mood isnt that good these days.
coz i pms!. when i reach home i realised i got menses!

the tears i found in me cant stop flowing.
i can never show it.
i will never show it.
for i know it affects others.
for i know it shows the broken me.
since when do you see me in a piece?
all day all night.
only in my blanket.
i can let go of that sorrow and cry my heart out.
and when i fall asleep with swollen eyes.
everything seems alright again the next day.
days passes by.
the tears piled up.
i can never stop crying.
till someone appear.
till i have to show the strong side of me.
you can call me silly.
but all i want is to gain a smile from everyone.
to know that everyone is happy.
and my tears will continue flowing.
but its juz tears of joy and happiness.


[sigh.]

blah. i cant sleep? too excited abt youth day?
rubbish.. sy running tmr. really quite nervous for her.
my fren noe. sigh. i dunno wat i can say to make sure she
feels alright. i dunno wat to say.
today had mass run. wanna walk. but couldnt?
then i felt like running then i sprinted with hy.
din mean to feel left out but it was coz you all din realise i wasnt
around perhaps? i mean does it matter?
haha coz i noe you all do care. i noe you all do.
yeah love you all lots you noe.
haha tmr we are gonna wear skirts!
haha funny we do funny stuff huh. utterly cute.
funny ppl we are. lalala. i saw one group of old men.
they were singing louding at this void deck.
i tot of us. our clique. when we grow old.
we shall be like them k. sit there and sing our heads off.
haha. serene, wen and yeo siying. you rock my world.
haha i realised i think my frens are great.
so great coz they are. coz they care. i noe they do.

[cheers.]

Tuesday, July 01, 2003

i m too shy to show my love.
i m sorry.
i cant be committed.
i want you so much.
but i m too shy to show my love.
feel it if you can.
the feelings are so true.
i cant deny.
i m too shy to show my love.
feel it if you can.

yest. was a busy day. today was a busy day.
lalala. today was late for school. reached at 830 only. haha.
mrs ow came and tell me that i was late. hello. like i dunno.
anyway wendy is back. i miss you wendy.
yup and hmmm tired day. lalala.
got two demerit tickets. one for late. the other one for wearing my jacket
outside the class. and totally i was juz walking from a class to the other.
tsk. blah. wateva. sigh. tsk. haha.
anyway the jacket is chio quite some ppl say so too.
its from ysy. chio! hehe. love my clique.
cherryblossomstupidfacerox.